I Just Wanna be Happy

Happy
Leona Lewis
Song writer/composer(s): Evan Bogart, Leona Lewis, Ryan Tedder

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything

Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
’cause love won’t set you free

I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just can’t let go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear

But all these days
They feel like they’re they’re same
Just different faces
Different place
Get me out of here

I can’t stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be happy

Oh, happy
Oh

So when it turns that I can see???
This rope??
Victim??
Don’t say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy
Happy
I just wanna be
Oh
I just wanna be
Happy.

Putting humor into faults

To believe that it is possible! Finally, Canada has this amazing event that we can be proud of, this event brought us all together and BE PROUD to be who we are!!! Canadians, no matter how rough the Olympic started off with, you pulled it together beautifully~!

The opening ceremony did not go too well, we were so anxious about when is our first gold medal going to come, but look at us, after a while, we just keep cheering on, with our hope high up, we made it through one medal at a time. Now we got this amazing record of gold medal in Winter Olympic history! and our closing ceremony is wittily organized!

Especially LOVE the closing ceremony where you made up for the cauldron with the miming!!! ^0^ only pure genius put humor into faults! (It teaches me that things can be made up, if your willing to, and it might even be better results than before!!!)

I'm learning to put humor into everything- accept, not resisting and go with the flow! Smile and everything is okay!!! Good things will follow with you if your embracing everything!! At the end of the day, it's all about trying your hardest right NOW, enjoying the moment NOW, not thinking back to the past and not worry about the future!



Theme Song of Vancouver Olympic 2010

There comes a moment when my heart must stand alone
On this lonely path I've chosen
like a house thats not a home
sometimes when I feel I've had enough
and I feel like giving up
you willed me to be all I can be
now nothing can stop me

I believe in the power that comes
From a world brought together as one
I believe together we'll fly
I believe in the power of you and I

Rejoice in Hardships

Rejoice in the Lord
by Ron Hamilton


God never moves without purpose or plan
When trying His servant and molding a man.
Give thanks to the LORD though your testing seems long;
In darkness He giveth a song.

I could not see through the shadows ahead;
So I looked at the cross of my Savior instead.
I bowed to the will of the Master that day;
Then peace came and tears fled away.

Now I can see testing comes from above;
God strengthens His children and purges in love.
My Father knows best, and I trust in His care;
Through purging more fruit I will bear.

O Rejoice in the LORD
He makes no mistake,
He knoweth the end of each path that I take,
For when I am tried
And purified,
I shall come forth as gold.

Don't Understand.

The melody of the song is terrible, I think the lyrics can be better, and I have no clue why is this singer became a singer at all... but I have this feeling this song is planned for me to hear it, because I have not listen to any new chinese songs for literally years (probably 3 to 4 years)... and here I go seeing this MV on the TV when I came back from Church. What the?

I like the lyrics though, suits me right! :P I am totally relate to it.

從前流淚光 - 鍾舒漫

作曲：鍾舒漫
填詞：游思行
編曲：謝浩文
監製：謝浩文

從前流淚光 埋藏某地方
妄想跟失望 傷心激盪

＊原來那淚光 明瞭才是光
痛苦的海岸 許多寶藏

#我是那樣那樣愛他 我是那樣那樣愛他
Don't you see we'll last forever... forever
我是那樣那樣愛他 逐年逐年地忘掉他
為何為何又談論他

說句好話吧 善心的欺騙只想終結更優雅
我對他思想 意會嗎
仍記得他所說的話 男人的軟弱 可以了解嗎

Repeat ＊, #

說句公道話 自己一賭氣比他生氣更可怕
和平的相處要學嗎
仍記得他所說的話 如果想靠近 不要太喧嘩

以後莫失莫忘 情是有風浪
平靜看風浪 我的可愛滲和了血汗

說句多謝吧 自己的需要終於真正了解嗎
從前的不必太念掛
仍記得他所說的話 人生想快樂 要變鮮花

從前流淚光 埋藏某地方
妄想跟失望 傷心激盪
原來那淚光 明瞭才是光
我找到寶藏

Questions and answers in my mind after I thought over it:

Q1: Guys want girls to understand guys, but do guys even try to understand girls?
A: I should try harder to understand them. But it should be a two way street. Why do girls have to chase after guys and crack them open so they finally speak what's in them? I'm not good in expressing and counseling, I'm not the girly girl, does that mean I don't deserve a guy in my life time? Guys just run away when things don't go their ways, every guys do that. They never care, they never go out of their ways, they just don't care about anything. When they said they try, they probably did but they did it in all the wrong ways and they don't care to go further than that.
Q2: Guys don't like girls who are loud and emotional.
A: I also don't like guys who are insensitive and don't express their thoughts. I deserve to be full of emotions because I am the way I am, and life without dramas and emotions is just plain bore. But I did go overboard about anger that is true, but still, it's a two way street. Guy can find a way to get to me, if you really try. I'm so easy to get happy and sad, like a kid. You just have to do it and don't run away from me, or I get more noisy. When girls get emotional, it's probably all about the guys, so stop blaming everything on girls, guys cause everything and it's so simple to fix it, just talk and don't run.
Q3: If anyone wants to be happy, you have to keep it fresh and live in present.
A: Living in present is good, I agree. But how to keep things fresh? Again, it's a two way street. Why do girls have to do all these by herself, when all guys do is just staying home watching TV and expect us to do everything else? I just want to spend good times together, not watching TV or computer or video games every night. They are the ones who make everything stale. Good things never last I guess, they do all the things in the beginning and screw your mind up to make you think they care so you do all the things for them after. They never care.

Gosh, these answers don't make me go anywhere. I need more thinking to understand. and I apologize for over generalized guys. I think my old "Guys sucks issues" are creeping back at me.

God, help me take away my negativeness, and change me into a smarter and loving person??? I know I can do this if I believe.

To My Best Friends and Family.... and of course God!

It's a big Thank you for all! ^_^


Leona Lewis
Footprints In The Sand lyrics

Songwriters: Cowell, Simon; Kreuger, David Bengt; Magnusson, Per Olof; Page, Richard

You walked with me,
Footprints in the sand,
And helped me understand,
Where I'm going,

You walked with me,
When I was all alone,
With so much unknown,
Along the way,
Then I heard you say,

I promise you,
I'm always there,
When your heart is filled with sorrow,
And despair, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

I see my life flash across the sky,
So many times have I been so afraid.
And just when I, have thought I lost my way,
You gave me strength to carry on,
That's when I heard you say,

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sorrow and despair
And, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

At Ease.

The Future is unknown.
Tomorrow is unwritten.
Hope, will keep us going.
Time, will prove us everything.
Love, will always be here.
With God in us, we have no fear.

Be Patience.
Believe.
Be at ease.
Be with God.

(OH MY! I wrote something like a poem! hahahhahah, i'm soo good ^ ^)


不要驚動愛情

作曲：歐陽業俊
填詞：高皓正
編曲：Johnny Yim
歌曲監製：蔡德才 @ 人山人海

很想輕撫你 所以避開你
寧願用距離 去令你好奇
迴避過眼神 先偷偷喘氣
吩咐手臂 放在原地

傳聞浪漫太快 愛戀都走得快
才會遲遲未步向你 說一世愛護你

* 情太過洶湧像深海 而我卻會忍耐
但求來日你醒過來這份情像翅膀打開

還沒有相戀別意外 神教會我等待
待情流像細水才去承諾你拿一生兌換愛*

很心急擁抱 所以在禱告
求甜蜜以前 帶著你慢步
遊歷過旅途 等一天終老
生老病死 一起細數

原來慢慢靠近 更珍惜這一吻
而我停留是為了你 要給予你護蔭

(Repeat：*)

能為愛戀學習按奈 情信寄進心內
但求能學會倚靠神愛被馴服過更精采

連地老天荒亦不更改 時間永遠等待
等你情願那天才去承諾你無止境那份愛

我用沉默叫醒愛情你用期待做你反應
繼續行近 直至開始愛

Playing Sherlock Holmes

廖碧兒 - 實情 (劇集"人間蒸發"主題曲)
Bernice Liu - 'Into Thin Air' Theme song
作曲：鄭智偉
填詞：鄭櫻綸

迷戀往事　想千遍　那管無意義
追蹤百萬次　分析微細意思

尋找千里　卻別離　性理歪曲真諷刺
行近看明白當初不過無知

如望著塵埃　穿灰塵望向外　矇矇地尋找所愛
疲累沒離開　心僅存著意外　其實舊情已不再

＊沉溺往事　幾千次　悔心無意義
花光氣力試　終枉然欠意思
如光影照　正面時　常理般推測不智
行近了　能讓親手敲破　無知＊

迷路在人海　玻璃層疊意外　無奈實情透不過
無話別離開　不甘在眼內　期望拾回往昔愛

Ｒｅｐｅａｔ ＊

*Note to self* A big nono for Crying...when it's too much that people can tell

Big Girls Don't Cry
Fergie

Songwriters: Ferguson, Stacy; Gad, Tobias

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

La Da Da Da Da Da

A thing of the past... I know.. I'm waiting.. for something nice in the future :)

Nelly Furtado
In God's Hands

Songwriters: Furtado, Nelly; Nowels, Rick

I looked at your face
I saw that all the love had died
I saw that we had forgotten to take the time

I, I saw that you couldn’t care less about what you do
You couldn’t care less about the lies
You couldn’t find the time to cry

We forgot about love
We forgot about faith
We forgot about trust
We forgot about us

Now our love's floating out the window
Our love's floating out the back door
Our love's floating up in the sky in heaven
Where it began back in God's hands

You said that you had said all that you had to say
You said baby it's the end of the day
And we gave a lot but it wasn't enough
We got so tired that we just gave up

We didn't respect it
We went and neglected it
We didn't deserve it
But I never expected this

Our love floated out the window
Our love floated out the back door
Our love floated up in the sky to heaven
It's part of a plan
It's back in God's hands
Back in God's hands

It didn't last
It's a thing of the past
Oh we didn't understand
Just what we had
Oh I want it back
Just what we had
Oh I want it back
Oh just what we had

勇敢地... 忘掉你

認命
曲：鄧智偉　詞：張美賢　唱：王菀之　唸：薛家燕

唸：
天荒地老　最好忘記
笑也輕微　痛也輕微
生老病死　相聚分離
身不由己　心不由己

唱：
曾經我不太相信　定了宿命
曾經我想去反抗　命中註定
如果我感覺心跳　沒法安靜
誰願聽

在歲月裏飄和沉
是我的命運
無望中啞忍
痛苦中偷生
用愛換最傷教訓
妄想走近
因此生出了遺憾

曾想過不顧一切　另創天地
曾經你想抱緊我　最終退避
如果我可以改變就勇敢地
留住你

唸：
浮萍落花　顛沛流離
山盟海誓　力竭筋疲
笑飲砒霜　魄散魂離
愛有盡時　恨無絕期

唱：
在歲月裏飄和沉
是我的命運
無望中啞忍
痛苦中偷生
用愛換最傷教訓
妄想走近
因此生出了遺憾

夢會自最光變暗　讓愛轉做恨
流下的眼淚是我不甘心
讓恬靜惹起微塵　我不安份
根本不應該發生

曾想過不顧一切　另創天地
曾經你想抱緊我　最終退避
如果我可以改變就勇敢地
忘掉你