Thursday, March 18, 2010

Wobbly Foot

I have this feeling I am falling back behind. I need to stand firm.

I felt relax again and got lazy. So tired even waking up at 10am! (can I still blame Daylight Time Saving after 4 days? maybe, cos I wake up exactly around the same time I used to for 3 months!)

I feel I'm at peace now that I feel normal. Way too normal... am I the person who always looking for dramas? (I have a feeling I might be, which I despise of..)

But I think I had made positive change by having moments of totally peacefulness, I'm surprised to find myself these times when I don't think of anything but just sit or lie down. (At least this is something I haven't had for a while now.

I also did something very very brave on Tuesday, God and I are in good roll (finally). I am finally "officially" in good "status" ^_^ Okay, I don't want to get all religious suddenly, but all I can say is I felt good and being loved. (though to be honest... I continue to feel lacking... I'm lacking something, something I don't even know what it is still... let me do more self reflection/prayer)

"Hold the thought that you would like God's loving assistance, and it is done."

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