I think I am...

I never really give much thought about my appearance.

Well, when I was little (before 7 yo), I kept short hair. My mom used to buy me all the girly things, the fluffy dresses with lace... and dress me up.. I was feeling shy and embarrass when I used to walk down the street as this "princess"/"Lolita" me..

I got older, (I guess before 14 yo) I wasn't obsessed about anything about my look. I never thought of anything. Only I was conservative, I don't put on cute things, I do have different hair ties and hair pieces but I stick with plain ones alot, unless my mom decided today I'm going to wear this rainbow hair tie. I don't like wearing clips on my hair, I only liked tying my hair up. I was shy, again, I actually felt embarrass if I put cute things. I don't know why

Maybe I never believe that I am a girly girl.

As of now (2X years old hahha). I still think I am not cute. But maybe? I think I am more of a "sexy type" (hahaha).

Friday, I went to Sears with my friend, cos she gave me this free Cargo lipgross coupon., on top of that the salesgirl offered me a little makeup session with me, she did my eyes in gorgeous turquoise colour (my favourite colour)...! And then this good friend said "your eyes are slightly bright but still.. Korean eyes~". Whatever, I think my eyes are perfect and they r soo hawt!

hahahha. So maybe, I'm just saying maybe, even if I'm not girly, even if I might not have enough confident in my personality. At least I have confident about my eyes. In fact, I never get upset about my appearance... can I say that I'm confident on this part of me? The only part that I get upset is my innerself I guess.

If you love me, you would love my eyes instead of saying they are not big enough.

(no, I'm not saying you my friend who went to Sears with me.. hahahha I know you love me and your just teasing me!)