Monday, March 8, 2010

Re: Caring

I am sick. This "ego" of me is bringing me all these "wants"

It's only a fact: what you get is what you give.

I need to accept this fact, without me giving out anything, there's nothing given to me.

Did I really not given enough? I thought I did. Or is it I didn't?

I feel peaceful now, I feel relax, I feel happy most of the time, I feel like there are so much I want to do now. I love my friends, I love my family, I am forgetting now. But there are these times when I thought of whatever things that trigger my egoic self. That's when I started these bullshit all over again.

How can I kill this side of me? I want to kill my ego. I really hated it.

Will I ever be a better self? am I just faking my peacefulness?

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