Tipsy Topsy

I'm tipsy! I'm tipsy in the middle of the day today because I "got to do this"! (hohohohoho, it's a seeeecret!)

anyway, so I'm here, at 2pm in the afternoon, tipsy.

It's a funny feelings, it's something I had never done, it's crazzzzy~!
But it's so relaxing, it's so empty minded, it's so happy. v^.^v

I feel like a newborn or some kid when I was taking the subway and the bus, I feel like everything is so fun and so interesting and it feels to good to look at. I was smiling real big, I was doing some reading too and I feel like the words were floating and it dances. Everyone I talked to and Everything I seen seems so friendly and happy to me. ^0^

Am I an alcoholic in my heart? Maybe!! ~_~'''

It's been awhile since I got tipsy. I'm glad I never do drugs in my life, cos I'm pretty sure I can get addicted to so easily.



I am asking myself now.... how to keep this relaxing and happy feeling without the alcohol??
Who can tell me how? Will the one day I can smile (really smiling from my feeling) the whole time throughout my afternoon come? So hard to do and I hope I can do that one day... hahahah!

Side story: I went to church just outside my intersection to pray after I got off the bus, it feels totally surreal, I walked there and while I was walking, I felt like it's just so natural, but my mind was like "are you sure you want to go visit when your like this?" --- this totally proved what I just read from the book --- you shouldn't be control by your mind, your mind likes to play game with you, something like that. anyway, I followed my instinct and I went and it's crazily relaxing and felt so good! Try it, when next time your tipsy! ^-^ But I'm not going to guarantee you a safe trip! hahahaha...