I probably treated you too much like a God. I trusted too much, hoped too much, I wanted too much, attached too much, depended too much. I even hated too much.. when I thought God wasn't there, I thought I had you at least. But when you did not treat me well in my perspective, I started hating, annoyed by you.
Now I realized, God must have been here all the time but I only saw you as "my everything". In fact, when problems accumulated, I treated you like how I treated God, I hated, I got angry, I ran. like how I did to God. And thought that you will be there forever with me.
I should just be with the real God from now on... forever and ever. Because He would never leave me when I am despaired. He would stay with me and work things out with me together. Because He would love me no matter what happened, no matter how sick I felt and walk the road and take steps together with me, instead of demanding me to do whatever you said by myself.
You are not my everything, you are not god. never.
What did I expect?
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Life Lessons
"Things which matter most – must never be at the mercy of things which matter least."
"One Door Closes..Another Opens"
"Treat others as you want to be treated or treat them as they want to be treated"
"Only when we are changed can we help others to change."
"To get what we've never had we must do what we've never done"
"Give what you want to receive - i.e. LOVE"
"For the measure you give will be the measure you get back."
"Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option"
“If we are facing in the right direction, all we have to do is keep on walking.”
"True obedience comes from the heart."
"We cannot have one set of relationships with God and another set with people - Love others like how you love your God."
"A man snatches the first kiss, pleads for the second, demands the third, takes the fourth, accepts the fifth - and endures all the rest."
"Men are only as loyal as their options."
"I would rather live my life as if there is a God, And die to find out there isn't, than live my life as if there isn't, and die to find out there is."
"You've got to get up every morning with determination if you're going to go to bed with satisfaction."
"There are 4 things you cannot recover in life: the stone after its thrown, the word after its said, the occasion after its missed, and the time after its gone."
"You shouldn't regret anything that you say, because it was what you were feeling at the moment."
"Just because someone messes up once doesn't mean that within time they can't find a way to change for the better."
"Don't fear failure so much that you refuse to try new things. The saddest summary of a life contains three descriptions: could have, might have, and should have."
"No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE. No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK. And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE."
"There's truth behind every 'just kidding', curiosity behind every 'just wondering', knowledge behind every 'I don't know' and emotion behind every 'I don't care...'"
“Compassion will cure more sins than condemnation.”
“Anyone can criticize. It takes a true believer to be compassionate. No greater burden can be borne by an individual than to know no one cares or understands.”
"Living from the inside out, not outside in"
"No one likes a smarty pants."
"You are not here to cast off darkness, but be the light to light up the place."
"Always remember just like God is working on you; He is also working on your mate and when the time is right you will meet"
"What We Do In Life Echoes In Eternity."
"It's not getting what you want; It's wanting what you've got."
"Just because you're not sleeping, doesn't mean you're awake."
"Joy cannot be commanded, it can only be given."
"One Door Closes..Another Opens"
"Treat others as you want to be treated or treat them as they want to be treated"
"Only when we are changed can we help others to change."
"To get what we've never had we must do what we've never done"
"Give what you want to receive - i.e. LOVE"
"For the measure you give will be the measure you get back."
"Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option"
“If we are facing in the right direction, all we have to do is keep on walking.”
"True obedience comes from the heart."
"We cannot have one set of relationships with God and another set with people - Love others like how you love your God."
"A man snatches the first kiss, pleads for the second, demands the third, takes the fourth, accepts the fifth - and endures all the rest."
"Men are only as loyal as their options."
"I would rather live my life as if there is a God, And die to find out there isn't, than live my life as if there isn't, and die to find out there is."
"You've got to get up every morning with determination if you're going to go to bed with satisfaction."
"There are 4 things you cannot recover in life: the stone after its thrown, the word after its said, the occasion after its missed, and the time after its gone."
"You shouldn't regret anything that you say, because it was what you were feeling at the moment."
"Just because someone messes up once doesn't mean that within time they can't find a way to change for the better."
"Don't fear failure so much that you refuse to try new things. The saddest summary of a life contains three descriptions: could have, might have, and should have."
"No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE. No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK. And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE."
"There's truth behind every 'just kidding', curiosity behind every 'just wondering', knowledge behind every 'I don't know' and emotion behind every 'I don't care...'"
“Compassion will cure more sins than condemnation.”
“Anyone can criticize. It takes a true believer to be compassionate. No greater burden can be borne by an individual than to know no one cares or understands.”
"Living from the inside out, not outside in"
"No one likes a smarty pants."
"You are not here to cast off darkness, but be the light to light up the place."
"Always remember just like God is working on you; He is also working on your mate and when the time is right you will meet"
"What We Do In Life Echoes In Eternity."
"It's not getting what you want; It's wanting what you've got."
"Just because you're not sleeping, doesn't mean you're awake."
"Joy cannot be commanded, it can only be given."
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