Sunday, January 24, 2010

Bore

I had said it many times before... "I feel bored."

Why?

I realized.. it's because I did not put in enough, so I did not get enough.

I was bored of life.. bored of the path of life.. go to school, go to work, eat, go out with a few friends, watch some movies, talk on phone with you and no one else.. what else.. I felt like my life will be forever and ever like this...

Why?

I should have realized.. there are so much more in life.. I forgot God, I forgot friends, I forgot family, I forgot you, I forgot to look forward, I forgot.. things can always change in good or bad... I let it be bad, then worst, then become terrible.

I must have been really sick... I was totally sick...
I forgot to be passionate, I forgot to be curious.. because I felt like things will be like this for the rest of my life...

"Trapped"

That's the word...
But now I'm going to free myself... I have to dig out every little things I see, I have...
and love them all...

Is it too late?
I have not enough confident.. what's ahead of me, I can't see. I have been afraid..

Help me, God.

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