Confident.

Confident to do everything.




I had it. I lost it. and I am having it once more.

It's here. It must be. There are so many things I want to do. (Last post I said I have no confident, screw it, I got it all. only these things keep trying to bring me down, it won't ever again. I got it in me I can already see it)

I have confident to do everything, if I work on it, if I try like how I used to be so passionate and curious and care about everything, about life.

Like I said on my first post - Here's this new Lala for the new year.

Right here, right now, right at this moment. I'm telling myself I have all the confident to do anything. I am trying my hardest to do this. If things do not turn out. Not my fault at all, never my fault because I really trying here. (Can't you see at all?)

It's not my fault for anything that happened and going to happen. It happened because of not only me, it's everything, everyone, and you! So stop blaming everything on me! whatever that so called "negative emotion", I didn't cause all of it. I'm sensitive too, I'm the same as you too. We are just the same.

It's probably YOU don't have enough confident to do anything so you are running. It's not me now, I try extremely hard, at least harder than you, can't you even see?

I have all the confident. I have enough.

Only good things will happen to me from now. I will only do good and be so much better.