Change.

"When He said, "A new covenant," He has made the first obsolete. But whatever is becoming obsolete and growing old is ready to disappear." - Hebrews 8:13

The night before, I saw this devotional on Gospel.com saying - "Don't be Afraid of Change"

Yea... "I" became "obsolete". It must be really the time for me to change, it's been many years, I stopped, paused, confused, depressed, scared. I am now determine to move on. I am desperately wanting to get out of this "old-self" of mine now. I had always look for strength and support, I thought there would be it from the people loved me the most, but there wasn't any that made my heart and mind change. No one in the world can yet provide me this power. Until now, I hear Him calling me... that is God. I know with Him, I can do this.

"Dear God, in these days of rapid change, please give me the courage to change the things I need to change, the insight to know the things I must not change, and the wisdom to know the difference. Thank you for hearing and answering my prayer. Gratefully, in Jesus' name, amen."