Okay. Just now I was reminded by God from both the morning mass and the TV mass!
I am guilty of doing these. and I only did these on the people closest to me. For others I did not care less, so there's nothing I would be angry about when I am not close to them.
But I learn that the closer the person is to me, the less I should really judge or assume.
Who in this world can for real stand a fight with me, and then talk things out with me by keeping the conversation calm or get me talking at least. cos I have such a short temper. I get caught in moments easily. If the person can't keep it cool and start assuming I'm this bi*ch, it's a disaster!
I fight cos I care!!! I don't fight with anyone who I don't care.
But why is there no one in this world ever understand this? Do I really seem like I hate everything? I don't. I start hating things because other people don't care about anything. I'm always the one who care about every little things. Why?
I have to stop assuming everyone being the same as me I guess!! I have to really say it out loud what's that I'm feeling... This is very hard to me.. I never tell others what I actually thinking/feeling because I don't know how to!!! and half of the time I have no clue why the heck I get so angry either... (like I never have anyone to really open up since I born... not my family, not my best school friend, not my sis.. not anyone... not even myself! )
Lesson Learned!
These are so hard to do, but I know I can do this when I keep my mind on Jesus.. and do what He would do! (The best and single way... do everything for the purpose of love)
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