Give this some Love

Yes.
I didn't blog since December 10th of 2010.
OMG,

Sorry blog, I will give you some love now, please don't die on me :(

So I had been busy finding love, what's this mean exactly?
This means I had spent time searching for my new love of life.

This can be a relationship, a new friendship, a new hobby and a new way to treat my family and friends.
Am I successful so far?

Let's see..
I have yet to pick up a new hobby (my jewellery making hobby is down the drain, my korean learning is still pausing, my room renovation project is pending, and my photography portfolio building might be on it's way..) So yea, I think I have short attention span, and alot of the things I like to do I can put it down so long and go back to it after months (ie. this blog, or my manga reading, or my craft or art projects)

I have yet to find new friends, I actually did found a few new friends, but so far, I don't see strong bonds happening. I will keep going out and meet people! (I should really join the Korean language exchange now :)

I have yet to find my new relationship. I am so scare, I think I can do all things related to hanging out, go on a dates, have fun, flirts, wink at people.. haha.. but can I really pull off a commitment if I am to offer one? This is another level of skills I need. Do I have it in me? I think I can say I'm 50/50 right now, maybe.. but I need time to think this over.

I have yet to find a better way to deal with family and friends, I think I am so much better than treating my friends than family, but still, I hope I do a better job being a friend and daughter/grand daughter.. still learning. I need to be more self-less (How to be a more caring person? or do I just don't care much about others anyway..)



Alright, I hope this is enough love to keep this blog going. (hopefully I will be back in a few days) Oh, BTW, Happy Valentine's Day.