Updated on my goals setting. (Warning: Long update, don't read if you don't give a darn about my goals hahha..)
Thanks for all the encouragement from my dearest friends and sister..
I feel refreshed and full of hope in most times (though I still feel the ups and downs. gosh, sometimes i wonder if I'm bipolar. my mood swing is pretty scary!)
So far I did the best part that i look forward to everyday/night - wake up in the morning!
SO so soos sosoos proud of myself. I'm wishing to wake up at 7:30am now. and today for some reason I woke up at 7:30am. (Honestly, some nightmares made me wake up but who cares, this is doing me good. I actually waking up early without alarm these days now! Cool eh!!)
Go to church is out of the question, I got to go every week at least once or if it's possible twice or more. praying, I pray all the time. probably every hour. so this is out of the question too
Learning Guitar... mm... haven't start. and I think I'm substituting it with learning to sing. Yes, I'm learning to sing (on my own :P self learn that's all... i'm not surprise if my neighbours start to love me cos I sing in my room. and hey. my grandparents already talking behind my back saying "what's she doing singing in her room". whatever. they like to talk behind my back for everything.)
Hey, but learning to swim is on the way!!! Magically, one day me and one of my best friends went swimming and she showed me how to do backstroke. I still can't do it. but now I can float on my back for as long as I want and then kick and also move my arm. I can slowly. I mean really slowly move forward (or backward?!??!) SOOO exciting! I cannot wait!
As for going to gym every other day. oops. I sort of make it into random days during the week now. and then I stil haven't clean my room. I got to clean it asap to put my exercise ball in and do crunches and stuff or else my abs won't be here this summer.. got to do this, got to do this, got to look fit)
Better skin. nothing too big of an improvement. I guess my acne is clearing out. and not breaking not as bad but still breaking out. I got to really get good sleep (which I still don't get.. sigh.!)
Breakfast challenge! I still eat breakfast everyday. but I sometimes so lazy to take photos :( cos I realize the photos might look the same cos I eat very similar food all the time!! Got to switch it up :) and I will upload pics. but it's been a month. i will keep going ^^
What else.. well I hug my mom once in a while now. and i talk to her everyday short and medium length talk (which is way way better than months of not talking). And then my grandparents seem happier. gramma always smile when talk now. is it because auntie mushroom almost coming to TO? or is it my positive aura? hahhahhaa Well.. grampa is okay and not as grumpy, but still grumpy..!
Portfo building. nothing in progress. got to move my butt. and hey i also got to keep learning flash and aftereffects. I realized many things want that now. and of course I kept saying I am learning web design, but I'm still stuck on basics! moving my butt ^0^
As for my own happiness project. I am in the process of planning it. Going to start on June. Yes. my half year happiness project! Can't wait!!
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