Letter to My Potential Friend

My friend,

I crave for attention, I crave for doing things together, I crave for making plans together, I crave for hugs and a warm hi because when I make a date, I cannot wait to see you, I crave for your questions when you see me being sad, even though I said
"no" or "I'm okay", because I don't just pretend to be not okay, I am very very unwell if I look unwell. I want you to ask me question, I like to tell people about myself but I want you to show me you want to know (AGAIN, ATTENTION to ME is VERY important). I crave for being the crazy girl who dare to do everything because I ask everything with a "why not?", I crave for being different, when I do one thing, I think of "how can I make it different from anything else in this world??" and "How can I make what we are doing the most unique and amazing thing in this world?"

I don't follow (AGAIN, I DON'T FOLLOW), I don't lead (AGAIN, I DON'T LEAD), I walk together with like minded people like myself, (I LIKE WALKING ALONG SIDE TOGETHER WITH MY LOVED ONES, AGAIN TOGETHER!). I like to explore, I like to walk the path that most people don't walk, I like to be different, I like to experience new things, I don't listen to people's recommendation much but I go for what I want, and I want you to do the exploration together with me. I am full of emotion, I am passionate about people, when I'm with my friends, I always think about my friend first before myself (I WANT TO MAKE SURE THEY LIKE WHAT WE DO AND HAPPY, SO SHOW ME IN ACTION THAT YOU ENJOY!), if you don't show me you care about any of our plans, and you don't show me you even care spending time together, you can expect me stop talking to you and got bored and got silence for a long time because I'm very very very upset that I fail to make us happy, and so I become very very unhappy.

One thing you can do to make me slap you is---- ignore me, avoid me, show no emotion to me, stop looking at me, stop talking to me. Show me you don't even care any bit about me. Do that and you can instantly hurt my feelings. I don't recommend this cos I cannot promise what I would do. I'm very good at breaking things. (SHOW ME THAT YOU WANT ME HERE, SHOW ME YOUR CARE TO ME, SHOW ME YOUR EMOTIONS and you shall have all of me, everything, anything)

Can you be my friend?