Time Well Wasted

Recently, I feel like I don't have enough of time!!!

Does this mean I am starting to roll back to be busier than before? (I want to believe)

Back in a few years ago, I used to be so depress and think that there are so much time and don't know what to do with it - except I was waiting.

What was I waiting for??? I was waiting for some "salvation" - someone or something to cheer and bring me up. and I finally get it NOW. ^~^

The "thing" that can save me is all in myself. I have to save myself from being depress, no one else can do it, not my family, not my friends, not my doctor, not my boyfriend. >_<

I am willing to do it now, no one else can do it for me. No one else but me and with God's help. ^-^ I "wasted" tens of years to figure this out. and I know where to go FINALLY.

I am going to being this person I want to be - happy! ^0^